Journal Entry: Fri Dec 19, 2014, 9:46 PM
someone i can cuddle and hang out with and just talk to all day and call on the phone as soon as they go home just to make sure they made it okay. someone who doesn't have a problem with me and who just cooperates. someone who i can tell anything to without worrying about what they say. someone who wont suck up to me too much and wont expect me to be clingy. I am clingy, but mentally. i dont act like a care about people that much when in reality they are the world to me. i want someone like that. I want a girl who makes me laugh and who i can just look at for hours and not get bored because she is so beautiful and i'd find a new feature in her perfect complexion with every single glance. I want a strong wonderful woman who isn't afraid to speak her mind, but chooses not to because she is too nice and doesn't want to spark a flame. I want a social girl who will do the talking for me, and let me hold her hand when we talk to her friends. Someone who will recognize when i start to get nervous and walk away with me and just talk...someone who is interested in my stories and my characters and who will just listen and who actually wants me to talk...but most of all, i want a woman who wont leave me. Who will stay by me through thick and thin, and who will work out our differences and be able to understand that sometimes i get crazy...and i would do the same for her. i'd give anything, just to love someone again...and to have them love me.