Journal Entry: Wed Aug 20, 2014, 12:06 AM
i know i just wrote a journal.
but for the fifth year in a row
i missed my sweet angel Kai's birthday...I promised myself I would celebrate it this year and I totally failed. God i feel horrible. I know he's just an OC, but he was my first and has done so much for me as a person and UGH i really am not happy with myself. this is something that happens once a year, and i feel like utter shit. I don't expect comments or any support i just need to vent my sadness.
god...god i'm so mad/sad. I'm gonna make it up to him, and draw him with marshmallows and write some ANSNL. I need to. god.